February 2012
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HIMYM. I love you.
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Today is a palindrome. I almost missed it completely.
Not having to write the date on a daily bases apparently means I miss seemingly arbitrary numerical patterns in life.
I love palindromic dates. I don’t think there are any quite as full filling as today’s in the next century. And I almost missed it.
In all the things I could have written tonight, this is not what I expected to...
Nights like tonight… Feel empty.
Lonely and alone.
When you can be independent but it’s not worth it unless your somewhere else enjoying the solitude.
Who wants to be asleep at 11pm on a Friday. Regardless of work. I feel like I’m stuck in a time loop tonight.
December 2011
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Selfish in the name of selflessness?
Today was such a mixed bag. There were good parts, but overall it’s left me feeling empty, anxious and depressed. Some days just feel like you’re fighting against the world, simply to be genuinely happy.
Im so sick of feeling out of control of my own life, and when I finally do get some freedom I’m knocked down like an old piñata, smashed in by the children who have already...
November 2011
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October 2011
34 posts
Whenever I am feeling an intense emotion I want to express it. Sometimes I blog it.
Is it that I lack intense joy, or simply that my down swings are more easily expressed and reflective. All I know is that when I feel blue I blog. But I don’t blog for others nearly as much as I do it for myself.
I’m selfish like that.
I don’t want to need you.
I don’t need to have you.
It’s time for new hair. I’m bored.
Blonde….
I just realised it’s spring. A large portion of my friends are loved up and it’s bothering me for all the wrong reasons.
Clearly I’m not ready to love someone again because I’m actually a cynical bitch who has no time for men, has too many feminist traits and values career direction.
Cat lady is inevitable. That said, I don’t like cats. Will turtle eat me if I die...
Sometimes I feel like everyone is running rings around me. Like everyone is in motion and I’m on pause.
Tonight I’m feeling a little lost. Kinda sad. And incredibly alone.
It’s not that I want people around. Or anyone in particular. But I would like to feel like I have direction. There so much I want to do. I’m just so overwhelmed by it all.
Tonight feels different....
I need to start culling the blogs I'm following...
I feel like I’m lacking substance on my dashboard, and it’s no longer encouraging any deep reflection for my own posts.
True Story.
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“If I was gonna go Lesbian, she’s the last Les- I’d -be in.”
– Max, 2 Broke Girls
Where do you want to be in five years...
In five years I will be 28.
I WILL have a degree in Education.
I will have travelled (at least) throughout Europe.
I will NOT live at home.
Tonight someone asked me where I want to be in five years. Loaded question.
I know where I WANT to be, but telling that to someone who doesn’t know you very well, it makes you consider not only where you want to be, but how you want to be seen as a...
“I found a baby”
– Danielle upon seeing a baby pull up next to the table.
Sleeping away the days and wasting away the nights. Never satisfied, always avoiding. Feels like a lucid dream I can’t wake up from.
Frustration.
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Theory Time...
Ok, So it’s not super important, because i enjoy the journey of HIMYM more than the arrival, but I have Barney’s wife theories to divulge.
I don’t think Ted is the Best Man for Barney. I think he’s Robin’s best man.
In season 6 she asks him if he will be her Best Man if she gets married.
In the final episode of season 6 (and consequently episode 1 of Season 7) Lily...
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VICTORIA!!!! Whhhhaaaat....
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